I am miserable and ambivalent most throughout most of the year, but I bloody love me some Christmas. I love tacky music everywhere, I love being able to wear glitter all over myself and not get judged (jks always judged), fairy lights make be ecstatic and I love to spend time with my family.
My Christmas is the same every year and I think that's what I love most. In an ever-changing world, it's really nice when things stay the same and I have gone through QUITE a lot of changes in the last few months. I feel like I'm only just starting to get settled and Christmas Day is going to be a nice day to reflect on it all.
Spending time with my family is important to me to. They irritate the hell out of me most of the time but we are very close - I mean my extended family too. We all live fairly near to one another and I class my aunt as my big sister which is amazing. I like to appreciate what a strong family I network I have and even though a lot of things have gone wrong over the years, we still all like each other quite a bit.
I think Christmas has really crept up on me this year and I think it's because it's the first Christmas I haven't been in full time education and so haven't spent all month playing board games and watching films. I still feel as festive as ever though and will thoroughly enjoy eating/drinking myself into an early grave and watching whatever crap terrestrial TV can offer.